I’m preparing for my pilgrimage to Santiago in a fairly intensive manner during these last few days, mostly in a reflective and meditative way.
When I walk in the woods with my loaded pack, my mind wanders over the some of the different events in my life that continue to cause pain, but beneath the pain I absorb the healing power of the sky, the trees, birds, the rocks, the lizards, the deer, and the other hikers.
Some of my friends and loved ones responded to my call for lines of poetry, prayers, wishes, or desires that I could put into one long poem. My intention is to read the poem at different points along the Camino.
I am so touched by their generosity. I want their words to fill others as they fill me. It’s titled “Prayers for a Traveler.” We are all travelers in this world.
Prayers for the Traveler
Hath she her faults? I would you had them too.
They are the fruity musts of soundest wine;
Or say, they are regenerating fire
Such as hath turned the dense black element
Into a crystal pathway for the sun.
She is only a faint line disappearing back into sand.
O blessed road! Although the hard ground and slope veers ever upward,
I am not naked nor alone: my feet are shod with thoughts of God, my body robed
with love from family and friends back home.
May my mom know that I love her and miss her and think about her everyday.
May you be given all you need
May you be granted that for which your heart longs
May angels guide your journey, and may your steps be light
May you be blessed by a field of stars, and may those blessings follow you always
May your soul cry and sing and open, now free.
May you shed your skin and become anew.
May you be refilled to fully embrace the array
of possibilities that will open up for you
as you continue your journey – the trail and beyond.
May compassion become our universal religion.
I accompany you in spirit, and I hope your sojourn brings you what you seek.
I wish you lightness of step and heart
I wish for you that when the days feel long and doubt enters – you push it aside.
Perhaps – like the dandelions losing their thin, yellow petals,
as they are swept in the wind – scattered…
Do not carry doubt, or worry, speculation, or question-of-self
Walk with grace and trust and love
The very thing I try to do in my life – and sometimes, struggle – and how ….
I ask you to look upward at the sky and pray
for health and peace of mind – love and light
Be safe, be real, be true.
You are brave and I am proud
I ask you to return safely with stories of adventure,
some turmoil perhaps, and lots of gratitude and growth.
Return safely, keep strong, be safe.
May God give my son more healing in his spiritual journey.
Didn’t I tell you not to be seduced by this colorful world,
for I am the ultimate painter.
Please let me grow into my elderly years
happily, healthfully and peacefully
with my husband as my son goes to college,
meets a wonderful partner and has a family of his own,
which we will help nurture and be an integral part of.
Enfold us in your arms, shield us from sadness and despair,
look over us in times of joy and times of fear,
do not let us feel emptiness or hopelessness,
and lead us to believe in our dreams and longings.
At the exhibition of the artists of elsewhere
I am standing in a shaft of light.
Thank you, jahgod, for allowing me to see the light
and freeing me from hang ups
I know that the future is mine to grasp.
May the long time sun
Shine upon you,
All love surround you,
And the pure light within you
Guide your way on.
–Kundalini farewell blessing